A Few More Days

My husband must have been bored at work because he was reading my blog. He loves and supports me, but if it isn't on Reddit, he probably doesn't read it. (Love you Hunny) He commented (or called me out) on not keeping up with my 30 day picture challenge. Good job John! Really he just wants to see pictures of our adorable girls. He might be disappointed in these, but there are more of our girls coming.

So here are a few more.

A picture from a high angle.....

















This one is of our daughter... she found some not so cheap stickers to play with while I was distracted.

A picture of anything I choose...














This sweet girl is one of the babies I get to watch every day. I love being able to spend my days with her and watch her grow and develop. She was excited about my dogs outside the window so I took to moment to play with some camera settings.

Maybe tomorrow I will post of some pictures of my girls' faces. Just to make my husband happy. Maybe :)

A Learning Experience

I live in my head. Sometimes on the right side and sometimes on the left-side. Both are very dangerous for me because I need a balance between the two! Lately I have been analyzing and needing tangible answers for tough questions. I usually do this when I feel like I am out of control and I am trying to gain some order. I had a conversation with a sweet friend the other day about all the thoughts in my head. She asked me what I thought God was trying to teach me. I had no clue. At that moment, I wasn't sure where God was. I was too upset with not having answers and not knowing what was next. How selfish and self-righteous I was. After I stepped back and took a breath I started to feel completely unappreciative of the things I have and God has done for me. He has saved me many times, given me grace when I didn't feel like I deserved it and again I was choosing to ignore what he was saying.

His timing is beautiful. His will is perfect.

My priorities usually get out of whack. I usually lose sight of what is important. I made the choice to stay at home with my sweet girls and be the main influence in their lives. What am I teaching them when I am not trusting God. When I am not present in our daily life because my anxiety is distracting me. When I worry about the things I can not control instead of the things I can.

I choose to be present and focus on my daily life. I need to narrow my field of vision to my house, my family, my responsibilities. Mainly, focus on God and his promises to me. That is where my answers should come from. And if there aren't answers I can see right now, that is okay because his timing is beautiful and His is will is prefect.

Favorite Place

Day 3 is my favorite place to be. If you read a lot of my blogs or know me in person, you know that I have recently made the decision to stay home. Scariest but best decision I have ever made. So, now, my favorite place is within eye sight of my daughters. I know that might sound corny but I was having a hard time coming up with this one. When I went in to get my daughter from her nap and saw that first smile, I realized the answer to the prompt. The love and appreciation in my daughters' eyes helps me find motivation and comfort every day. Don't get me wrong, it is also extremely frustrating and teaches me a lot about my patience too! Like today when the only tone of voice my oldest will listen to is yelling.
Back on track :) Day 3....  My favorite place....

Day 2... a little different

Day two of the photo challenge is supposed to be a picture of what I wore today. Call me crazy, but I didn't care... so you wouldn't care! I was going through some photos that my cousin took yesterday on her last day of her visit and I fell in love with some shots she got of Emily and my camera. We were out trying to get a head shot of me for this blog (one of my least favorite pictures to edit, just sayin) and of course Emily wanted to take some photos. She said 'my turn'. And really, when we are trying to get her to share and take turns, can I really say no? I am sure I could have... but I didn't! And look what images Bradi (the cousin) captured.

I especially love the look on her face in the last picture. Such a sweet moment!!! 

Day 1

I have always started the 30 day photo challenges and I never follow through. Why? I love photography. I love being creative. I think it is because I don't always have my priorities in the right order. If I did one small creative thing for myself a day, I wonder how much happier and more present I would be. That is my goal. And if I fall behind... call me out on it! Let me know! I want to finish this one.
Day 1 is a self portrait. Not my favorite subject, but I have to start somewhere.

Goodbye Comfort Zone

I love my network of stay at home moms who have fantastic creative talents. I know that I have talked about my friend over at Topsy Turvy PrintShop on Etsy a lot. But she asked me to hand paint an old rocking chair for her daughter's room. Of course I said yes, but then I realized what she meant by hand paint. She wanted paisleys and polka dots and fun whimsical things. I had always wanted to do something like this, but of course my fear ( that seems to creep up in a lot of my posts too!!) stopped me. But I said yes. So I 'had' to do it and my fear couldn't stop me! And once I got rolling, it was a lot of fun and I now want to do more things like this. Isn't that the way it always goes?? I feel like there should be a mother figure in the background saying "I told you so". Even though no one likes to hear that... sometimes it is true!

So when she gave it to me, it was a cute red, vintage rocker. But it did not match her little girl's room. So she also left a comforter from the bedding with me and let me go!

And then this happened!

I had to eventually just hand it over to her. I know that I could have stared at it forever fixing things and adding things, but then I realized it wouldn't ever be perfect. (the P word!!) She loved it. Thank goodness!! I do have an old rocking horse for the same room that I will paint to coordinate to go with it. But that is another project for another post!

Natalie's Desk and Chair

Every time I get a new project from a client I get nervous. Furniture can have a mind of its own and being sure I can create what the client imagines is nerve-racking. When my sweet friend over at Topsy Turvy Print Shop asked me to create a desk/command center for her business I got the excited butterflies in my stomach and immediately started to bite my fingernails. She told me she wanted a writing desk. Something small for the space and she loves a little quirk. Okay. I started my search. Sent her some options and she picked this one.

I found it at an... interesting.... place in another town while on a trip. I have decided the most 'interesting' places are where the best deals are. Just need to be brave enough to go there!  And then of course she needed a chair. The rookie mistake I made here was not realizing that since it was a petite desk, not every chair would fit under it. This chair I found at Goodwill for $8 and it was half an inch too big. She loved my idea for it and decided it would be okay if it stuck out a bit. I told her that this could be her temporary chair until we find another one. Pretty sure she thinks I was kidding. I wasn't!

I painted her desk drawers with Annie Sloan Chalk Paint Provence and the body of the desk is Old White. I distressed it a bit at her request, but once I was done, we decided it needed more. So we added some dark wax. I started the process on the right side of the picture below. 

Finished with the dark wax. 

I painted the chair with Provence as well and we picked two different fabrics for the chair. Since this is going to be her command center, I decided she needed a comfortable spot to sit so I added a back pad too. The chair had her quirk she requested. 

And then she added some fun hardware. Owl knobs and iron pulls. The set is incomplete. Just waiting on another shipment :) She was happy with the set and I was too. But I think I will always have the butterflies when starting a new project just in case!!